Seeing the person you have feelings for, like someone else

I hate this feeling but I never wanna confront the person because I don’t wanna ruin our friendship bond or cockblock. It’s hard to not think about you. It’s hard to try and restrain myself from talking to you. I just wish you felt the same way that i do and knew I feel this way about you. I wish you actually cared about me like the way I care about you.