OBLIVIATE

Don't get too attached to 'friends'

2011-10-26T00:20:00.000-07:00

Everybody has the capability to fuck you over.

2011-10-25T22:51:00.000-07:00

If you come at me hella foul, I will come at you with my foot up your ass.

I fight back. I don’t let anyone step all over me like that.

2011-10-23T05:25:00.001-07:00

I envy those people in real relationships. And when I say real, i don’t mean those relationships that only last weeks or months. I meant those relationships that you know will last a lifetime. The ones that are pretty obvious to distinguish that the two people are truly meant for each other, that they are bound to one another. Those relationships make me feel so lonely.

on a serious note,

2011-10-22T09:30:00.000-07:00

My life isn’t perfect. I get stressed & have struggles here & there, & I don’t have “everything” that I would like to have. But what I do have is a roof over my head, caring parents, food on the table, a college i go to, good friends etc. I don’t know about you, but that’s all that I need to be happy. You can’t always be selfish. Didn’t get the shoes you’ve been waiting for? Others have to walk barefooted. Didn’t get the clothes you wanted? Others wear the same clothes for days on end. Didn’t like the food your mom made? Others have to dig through trashcans in hopes to find a grain of rice just to have something in their stomachs. If you think you got it bad, take the time to count the shit you have in your life that others would dream about.

Time heal all wounds ?

2011-10-22T04:34:00.000-07:00

But exactly how long is it going to take? How much longer do I have to wait until it stops hurting? How much longer until I’m able to move on? I’d really like to know.

~~i guess 5 months is just too soon~~

2011-10-21T05:23:00.001-07:00

Don’t you just hate it when the person you always talk to just suddenly stops talking to you. It leaves you with that uncertain feeling. How come it’s so easy for that person to just replace me like that when it takes me awhile to forget about them.

2011-10-20T19:32:00.000-07:00

And just like that.. Everything hits you. All the memories, the pain, the laughter, the tears, the joy, and the past comes rushing back.

Emotions taking over me. Every word spoken, every action done.. The good and bad times we shared, playing over and over in my head.

All of a sudden, I realize how much I miss you.

I miss you like crazy.

I hate when conversations die out.

2011-10-20T19:24:00.000-07:00

At first, you guys have a good conversation and something to talk about. But then, after a while the conversation dies out. I hate when that happens. In the beginning it start’s good, in the ending you guys just have nothing to say and that just makes the conversation boring. When you talk to me try to keep up a good conversation, that’s all I ask for.

"You are who you hang out with"

2011-10-20T08:24:00.000-07:00

I used to always disagree with this. I always use to think “Why would it matter what kind of person they are?” I finally come to acceptance with this term. Looking back, I can understand why this sentence make sense. I noticed how certain things would happen around a certain group of people. The right surrounding can effect so many aspects of your life. When you realize it, make sure you choose the right choice. It’s another one of those choices that choose which path you go down. Think carefully and make the right decision.

yeah

2011-10-20T06:00:00.001-07:00

I hate giving advice to people who ask me what I think but don’t pay mind to anything that I’ve had to say. Like why even bother asking me if everything that I have to say just goes in one ear and out the other? Waste of breath, I swear.

2011-10-19T21:53:00.000-07:00

I’m complicated, insecure, stubborn, and indecisive. I don’t always know what I want and what to choose. I complain. I am hard to figure out most times. I have flaws. But if you can’t accept that, you have to go.

okay so....

2011-10-19T10:12:00.001-07:00

I’m sorry, but there are just people that I don’t like without even knowing them personally. Yeah, I know that you can’t right off the bat judge someone without even getting to know them, etc, etc… But there’s times where you just don’t like someone for many reason without having to know the person. It’s those reasons that bulid up in your mind, making you to think that. Which is why I first impressions are a big thing. Make the wrong move, & you’re gone.

2011-10-19T10:03:00.001-07:00

I get along really well with people who are easy to talk to. No awkward moments and you can never run out of anything to talk about. People who can keep a decent conversation going. I’m really social, but if you’re an awkward person, I’ll be one too. If you’re going to reply with one worded replies or something boring, expect me to end our conversation sometime soon.

2011-10-19T08:13:00.001-07:00

i think i need a bigger font. haha lulz

I understand that you're mad and upset

2011-10-19T08:12:00.001-07:00

But that doesn’t give you the fucking rights to take it out on me, especially when I’m not the reason behind why you’re angry.

2011-10-19T08:10:00.001-07:00

I tend to get jealous extremely easily.

2011-10-19T08:08:00.001-07:00

Don’t wait for an apology. Be the bigger person and talk to them first. Half of the time they don’t even know they hurt you so explain it to them. If they reject you then its their own fault, you did your part. Let it go and move on. It goes to show who’s the mature one.

lololol i always contradict my self. damn it !

I hate people who bail

2011-10-19T00:38:00.001-07:00

Yeah, I’ll understand if you do it here & there for good reasons, but when you do it on purpose & with no reasons at all, then you have a problem. Especially, when you’re the one who thought of the plan in the first place. I got ready for you. So, what am I supposed to do now?

2011-10-19T00:37:00.000-07:00

I hate when “random” people pop up in an argument or problem. Are you trying to get yourself into some drama? If it has nothing to do with you, don’t butt into it. Unless, you’re brought into it. Because honestly, you look stupid.

2011-10-17T23:48:00.000-07:00

I hope no one can truthfully say that i am a ~~bad~~ friend

I like you for you

2011-10-17T23:43:00.000-07:00

So, i had second thoughts about you but really, I like you because of your personality, the way you are. The way you get me to feel around you. Your looks are a bonus. But the real prize is your personality. I guess you could say your looks got me hooked & your personality reeled me in.

2011-10-17T21:52:00.002-07:00

Okay so if you’re wondering why almost everyone dislikes you, step back, and take a look at yourself.

First off, you lie about everything. You’re constantly running your mouth about things that you shouldn’t be talking about, and when you get caught up, you lie about it. You make ridiculous shit that nobody believes because you’re just full of it.

Second, you’re cocky. It’s reached the point where it’s not even confidence anymore. It’s just cockiness. You act like you’re the best at everything, when truthfully you aren’t. You act like you’re a player, when again— you aren’t.

Third, you’re a kiss ass and you’re fake. Let’s face it. Nobody likes that.

omg why am i saying this. shit. shit. shit.

I'm not happy,

2011-10-17T21:37:00.001-07:00

but then again, I don’t know what makes me happy anymore. Everything just seems too much now a days. Let’s just say i’m giving up on being happy. It’s only temporarily anyways. sigh

2011-10-17T17:21:00.000-07:00

"I'M HAPPY FOR YOU TWO !"

~~Lol jk, you should have been mine. All mine. mine. mine mine MINE !!!!!!!!!!!!~~

Seeing the person you have feelings for, like someone else

2011-10-17T17:12:00.000-07:00

I hate this feeling but I never wanna confront the person because I don’t wanna ruin our friendship bond or cockblock. It’s hard to not think about you. It’s hard to try and restrain myself from talking to you. I just wish you felt the same way that i do and knew I feel this way about you. I wish you actually cared about me like the way I care about you.

2011-10-17T17:03:00.001-07:00

I HATE WHEN THERE’S ~~PISS~~ ON THE TOILET SEAT.

I AM THE WALKING DEAD

2011-10-17T08:32:00.001-07:00

don't diss

2011-10-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

When I see other teenagers disrespect their parents. You know what I hate even more? when the parents just stand there and let them; simply because they love their child. Been there and i have fucking done that. Come on, learn how to respect the two people who will care for you the most out of anyone in the world. The ones that will always be there for you even when you’re at fault. Don’t take what you have for granted because it can disappear before you even know it.

2011-10-17T07:50:00.000-07:00

phone with my ex. lol ex ? haha. i enjoy blowing kisses with this guy. aww i miss him tho

IF I TELL YOU I'LL BE THERE

2011-10-17T07:33:00.000-07:00

I will stick to my words. I’ll be there for you when you’re at your weakest, I’ll try my best to pick you up when you’re down, I’ll give you a shoulder to lean on when you feel like you have completely reached your breaking point and I promise I won’t walk out on your life without an reasonable explanation, because I know how badly it hurts to have someone tell you they will always be there for you, but ends up leaving anyway.

2011-10-17T07:28:00.000-07:00

If someone actually tried to steal my phone from me, I will attack the shit out of them because people just don’t understand… My phone is my baby. I would deck them in the face so hard, so many times. hahahha lololol

2011-10-17T07:24:00.000-07:00

Some girls are really shady. They’ll talk to you like as if you’re her best friend or something. Next thing you know, they’re doing something to sabotage your life. They interfere with your love life, spread false rumors about you, hate you because other people hate you, etc. It’s ridiculous, but I mean who’s actually “real” now-a-days. me ? i don't think so.

2011-10-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

I’m honest. I’ll be straight up with you. I won’t sugar coat my words. But sometimes I unintentionally come off as rude. I won’t lie to you when you want me to tell you the truth. Don’t even bother to expect me to be nice all the time. I’ll be like this if I have to knock some sense into you. If you’re willing to be my friend, be aware that I’m like this. Otherwise, don’t waste my time as well as yours.

LOVE SICK PUPPY

2011-10-17T05:11:00.001-07:00

Yeah, I think I’m going to be a hopeless romantic tonight and watch romantic comedies while I sip on my hot milo and cuddle up in bed til I fall asleep.

2011-10-17T04:59:00.001-07:00

“Nothing lasts forever.” No matter how much you don’t want to follow through with that statement, it’s true. A relationship, a friendship, your life. It all ends. Life is life, and there will be obstacles, but know that once you over come it, there will be other people behind you struggling. You’re just one step ahead of the game. Stop staying stuck behind with the other people, and move on because nothing will ever stay the same forever.