Don't get too attached to 'friends'

Everybody has the capability to fuck you over.

If you come at me hella foul, I will come at you with my foot up your ass. 





I fight back. I don’t let anyone step all over me like that.

I envy those people in real relationships. And when I say real, i don’t mean those relationships that only last weeks or months. I meant those relationships that you know will last a lifetime. The ones that are pretty obvious to distinguish that the two people are truly meant for each other, that they are bound to one another. Those relationships make me feel so lonely.

on a serious note,

My life isn’t perfect. I get stressed & have struggles here & there, & I don’t have “everything” that I would like to have. But what I do have is a roof over my head, caring parents, food on the table, a college i go to, good friends etc. I don’t know about you, but that’s all that I need to be happy. You can’t always be selfish. Didn’t get the shoes you’ve been waiting for? Others have to walk barefooted. Didn’t get the clothes you wanted? Others wear the same clothes for days on end. Didn’t like the food your mom made? Others have to dig through trashcans in hopes to find a grain of rice just to have something in their stomachs. If you think you got it bad, take the time to count the shit you have in your life that others would dream about.

Time heal all wounds ?

But exactly how long is it going to take? How much longer do I have to wait until it stops hurting? How much longer until I’m able to move on? I’d really like to know.


i guess 5 months is just too soon

Don’t you just hate it when the person you always talk to just suddenly stops talking to you. It leaves you with that uncertain feeling. How come it’s so easy for that person to just replace me like that when it takes me awhile to forget about them.

And just like that.. Everything hits you. All the memories, the pain, the laughter, the tears, the joy, and the past comes rushing back.

Emotions taking over me. Every word spoken, every action done.. The good and bad times we shared, playing over and over in my head.

All of a sudden, I realize how much I miss you.

I miss you like crazy.